I know, and have talked here about it, that God answers our prayers in his way, not in our way. But being human, I sometimes wish I had a little clue, a hint, as to what he is up to. Is he working on my problem today? Or is this one of those problems that will take a while to be resolved?
I often wish that I could “read” his hints better than I do. When I look back and see how he has answered prayers before, I see things that should have been clear to me back then. I suppose my mind is clouded with worry and fear at those times. I have teased with friends that when God gives me hints, I am a little dense. I need him to speak, not whisper. When I ignore his whispers, he sometimes has to give me a shake, a hard tap on the shoulder, a rude awakening. I’d much rather understand the easy way instead of being forced to comply.
We humans are a stubborn bunch. We want to do things for ourselves, our way. I think it is Alcoholic Anonymous that frequently uses that phrase, “Let go and let God.” Meaning, of course, we should turn it over to him and let him handle it. It’s a routine that can benefit all of us. It’s something I need to remember more and more often. I’ve known a few people through the years who have been blessed with real trust in the Lord. I’d love to have that feeling, too.
Father in Heaven, fill me with the grace to trust you and not myself.
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